Shout out to Peter Lerangis, he wrote "wtf" its a good book so far I bought it earlier today and currently have my "bookmark" if you could call it that on page 29 (not alot of time to read)
Anyways time for relevation blabbing...I was shopping with Mom today and decided you know what I've been trying and trying to get my "look" down for ages. I've never tired make up on my own. Mom, never need to teach me, cusions used me as their make over doll since I'm the youngest but that is to be expected. So She bought me some make up today. NO IDea why I wanted it but I do want it.
So, now I've trying to revamp myself again...I haven't gone out much since I got home for Summer but who cares. I wanna make myself feel pretty.
now Relevation....Why do I feel the need to change my appearance so much? Anyone care to venture a guess? Well I figure its because we are always evovling and changing.....
years ago I thought the bowl cut was great for me and getting a close cut (boy style), would look cute after I left the hair salon(Ha,was I wrong) but now I wana be grungy, rocker ish do my hair and wear make up.I like diffrent music and books, I used to read Amelia Badelia now I read WTF and Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert another fantastic read btw,....
That's just how I've evolved. It's always me I change into not someone else. I've been infulenced here and there but it's because I chose to let the clebs sway me here or there. Anyways how many people do You knwo that wear bright Neon Yellow converse with sparkly laces or silver sparkle covered one with white laces on a regular basis? I AM ME, right here and right now, IF YOU don't like how I look I dont care, just come back in 20 years and see how I am then ok? NO big deal I'm still becoming who I want to be....I hope you are brave enough to discover who that person is in your own life. Who do you want to be?
xoxo
The Everlasting ME!!!
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