So, I've come to sort of a relevation.
I've always questioned the existance of God but i think i've come to a more solidified view. There so many views a person can have. the circumstances of the life you live determine that.
Well I've realized that weather or not the divine power running everything out there is called God, it still exists i think the easiest and most adaptable picture to condure for that power is "God".
My reasons for beleiving in this power are coming clearer now. I sit in front of my lap top and compose all kinds of detailed stories and poems. Usally people work for days to get inspiration but me. I don't have to think I see one thing and the sparks ignite. It can be an image a sign i drive by anything is a spark. People usally have plans to write a novel. I just type and the words flow. I don't know what comes next each line i wirte.
I think people lose sight of that magical fealing for me its with writing for others it is their own things.
Another reason why i believe is that someone how the firiends i have all seem to fit into my life and my puzzle of a world perfectly when their piece is a color very diffrent then mine. I love them all so much.
The thrid reason which is one more about heaven than god is when i stand at the graves of my lost family and i close my eyes i can feel them. I feel the warmth of their presence and am at peace knowing that they are watching over me. There is a peace in the inspiration out there. There is a magic in the way your friends are part of your life. There is a fullfillment in the idea that those who have gone are with us.
Our world has forgotten those things. We need to hold on to them because everything that they give us gives a bit of order to our lives i think.
I hope that the people in my life know a few things....
1... I love you all, no matter how close we are. I love you no matter if we have fought or cried or annoyed each other. I will always care about you. If you need me I'll do my best to be there.
2... Those who have passed are with us. Just close your eyes and remember the best image of them you have and feel your body let in the warmth and tingles. That feeling is those you love. Or so I beleive.
3... YOU are never alone. You may feel like it but you aren't. If you feel like you see no one you have to be brave and ask for help. Because just reaching out your hand when your blind means eventually you'll touch something to lean on.
If You need me I'll be that thing you need to lean on.
4...God or some higher power exists and is guiding us. How could it not when people like me get inspired. How could it not when the feeling of utter happiness still can feel you up at the random momments of time. How could there not be when you are alive.
5...There is always something to live for. There is a reason you alive no matter what you think. I know and strongly believe that when you go it's your time and if your still alive then you've got something worth living for.
I live and breathe all those things. I hope you can understand.
Oh, and Happy mother's day momma
Love
Chelsea
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