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Eat, Pray, Love....Just do it.

I went and saw a movie with my mother last weekend. It was The Back-Up Plan. Aside from being completely disturbed by the sight of a women giving natural home birth we had fun. Heck it was fun freaking out to that sight.

Point to that was I saw a preview for the movie Coming out called Eat, Pray, Love. It said it had been a book so I looked it up. THe preview looked so cool. thought it looked so cool....Ordered the book from B&N two days ago

Got it today and I'm on page 40 it is really cool. I want to do what she did. I want to go to Italy and study the art of Pleasure. I Want to study the art of Devotion in India and the Balancing of the Two in Indonisia maybe I will.

I haven't gone through half the things she did but sometimes my life just doesn't make senes I think a trip like that would truly teach me things about myself I have never known.

The book is supper inspiring. Another way of life that I completely agree with.

MUST READS For you are now

The Way of the Peacful Warrior--
-By Dan Millman but the Movie is more effective to me.

ANd

Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert.


Oh and

My Favorite Apoclypse by Catie Rosemurgy

and HOuses are Fields by Taje Silverman

New, Old, Found, Hopes, Dreams

I am a Conasure of new things you could say. But at the same time I'm not. I want to be adventous yet I'm not as much as I could be.

I change my nails like everyday. Just because I have the whim and ability to do it. Something is always diffrent about me each day.

I got a friend to cut my hair last night lol. I have Yellow bright yellow converses and Sparkle covered ones. I am New and CHanging. I am expanding. I am growing in expansive bounds. I am becoming someone I want to be. Or rather discovering who I have always been

The adventous soul is something I wish I knew I had. I wish i had the ability to use it. I don't find many adventures besides the ones i go on wiht my music.

I want to see the world. I want ot find Love, Religon, and the best foods ever. I want to find the tresures that are in the coners of forgotten streets of forgien contries. I want to make a child im not related to smile. I want to learn a forth Language.


I want so much. I've got a bruning flame inside me that is itching for freedom but Ihavent gotten that far yet. I'm still learning how to walk. My life is growing and I have faith I'll vist those places I want to go.

May your life be filled with all you want.

THe Pretty Reckless

Check them Out they are great.

Hunger is stronger than want.

So many diffrent types of hunger exist. For instance Im hungry right now. My stomach is growling. I need food. :D But also Im hungry and other ways.

I hunger for knowalge. I hunger for a spark of imagination.I hunger for the person who will make me laugh and smile as much as he possible can just because he wants to. I hunger for the person to understand. I hunger for the connection of new friends and new people.

But to Hunger for things is human right and these things are material. I've heard I should hunger for God's love but to me I don't put stock in following a defined faith. God loves me for my mind and my heart and how I use them everyday.

We all hunger for things. Im normal in that respect. But how many people want to help others? I do. I don't just want it either I feel like I need to. I feel like its something everyone should try. There is something rewarding in helping. You just gotta find out how you can.

Life is short. I don't call it living unless you do embrace these hungers and really live. Life is yours to define. You were put here for a reason. I want nothing more than to stand before the gates of heaven when I've passed away and say I've had an amazing life. I've had adventures that were unforgetable I don't want to be with regret. I don't think anyone does right?

I am going to read as much as I can. I am going to see all the movies I can and the momment I can take an adventure I will. I hope you will too who ever you are reading this.

Re- discovery

I have been realizing that I've got lazy. I've kinda lost that lust for excitment.

I want an adventure I guess. I want to go hang out with new people. I want to open my horizons even further. But still I think i've got to rediscover the things that made me dance around in my seat. The things that made me feel fantastic you know.

I've built up a big collection of music on my Mp3 so I'm going through song by song redisvovering things I havent heard in forever.

I forgot that I love the Click Five. lol. And Craig David's Friday Night...Oh and Eric Hutchinson Rock and Roll. Love it.

I've forced myself to go back over my novel and rediscover the power that it's given my imagination. I've got ideas for other things bursting out the seams of my mind.

I've realized that I've been looking for the wrong things from the people around me. I've been looking for them to give me the things that I never really needed or wanted. I've been waiting for things to go wrong.

I thought they made me who I am but they don't. I have a sense of humor. I have a goofy side. I have myself with out them.

What I am realizing Now though is these people are there and I love them for little things. I love that they can make me laugh. I love that when I need them most of the time they are there. I love that they know how to make senes of things I do that don't make senes and when they can't they just go along for the ride. I love that they care enough to stay. I car so much for my friends I hope they know how I appreciate them.


Discoveries are fun too....

I've discovered....

I love to dance.
I am addicted to painting my nails.
I can stand on my own two feet.
I know what I want and I can't be afraid to go get it any more.
I've got so much Love in my life I'm so thankful for it.
I don't need a boyfriend or a crush to keep my life good. I controll how my days go.
I am not defined by who I am with but by the actions I do.
That God has thrown me alot of curve balls maybe it's so I'll be ready to deal with things to come. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?
I want to be a Flim Critic.
I want to write because I its one thing I know I'm good at.
I love Art of all kinds.

Also a big one was .......

My mother and I are lucky we have the bond we do. I see my friends with their mothers and how they get annoyed and don't want them involved and realize everytime that they are missing out. My mother is my best friend, sister, teacher, guide, mommy, savior, warrior, shoulder to cry on. Whatever i need she has and always will be there believeing me I love her so much for that and more.


All this makes me realize I'm not searching for who I am.
I am searching for what to do with the person I am. I want so much.
I just gotta make it happen.

If you have any idea what this feels like than I hope your happy right now like I am. Well heck. I hope your Happy regardless. No one deserves to be un happy.

Music is how I take adventures sitting in one spot. Which with out money it's all i've got.

Here are some songs to have fun with boy or girl. Get them and Burn them into a mix call it Discovery by Chelsea.

1. Hold Your Dreams--- Cast of Fame (2009 version)
2. Pop Princess--- Click Five
3. Friday night---Craig David
4. Rock and Roll---- Eric Hutchinson
5. Walking in the Sun---Dirty Vegas
6. Gossple Truth 1 --- Hercules (Disney Movie)
7. Long Time Gone---Dixie Chicks.
8. Mercy--- Duffy
9. Bennie and the Jets--- Elton John!!!!!!!!
10. How to save a Life----The Fray
11. Sour Cherry---- (Album OMFGG from gossip girl.)
12. Fame--Naturi Nation
13. Try-- Asher Book (Fame 2009)
14. Hollywoods Not America--- Ferras
15. (Your all time favorite song what ever it is)

Well....hmmm....When is a raven like a writing desk....?


I've been rather lax on my life ethic for the momment but that is to be expected summer is coming school is almost up. I'm ready to be done with it all. Im ready to sleep for a week. lol.

One thing I've learned in College the importance of a good nap. When your sleep schedual is a mess like mine and your waking up at 2 or 3 am for a bathroom trip then not falling back to sleep for a while you kinda learn to get sleep where you can. even if its only a few minuets then hey it's something right.


OH my novel is almost done. I am going very slowly trying to forse myself to work on this instead of my sequel and instead of my other stuff....


Still Can't decide if I like the Name Alice or Lux better with Dimitri. I love the Name Dimitri its just sexy. but Alice or Lux is the main character. Lux means light in Latin. I don't know its such a big part of the story seeing as she is the main character but i can't chose. ugg.


Is it weried i still watch clips and love Disney movies. I love the music.

OH btw i've realized i want to be a flim critic. It encompious all i want to do. I want to write. I want to read. I want to watch movies. Like i usaully do. I like sharing my oppions and the more I watch the more i find there are specifc things i like not just movies in general. I can evaluate movies pretty acuratlly lol.

Well off for a nap before dinner. :D See you all later.


FIND YOUR ADVENTURE.

All I need to Learn about Life i learned from Gilmore grils (seeing is the show is my life lol)

. ALmost anything can be "Dirty"
.The four food groups consist of: fast food, junk food, frozen foods, and take-out

.Always carry a book; you never know when you'll need it.

.Oy, with the poodles already.

.God lives in London.

.Coffee is essential for survival

.Swans are vicious birds

.BENDEL-SHNITZ!!!!!!!!!

.Snow is Magical

.The diffrence between cows and humans is hay

'Childbirth is like doing the splits on a case of dynamite.

.The fish flies at night

.BRAZZLE-FRAT!!!!!!

.if you walk with a Harry Potter book on your head and drop the book, Harry will die.

.If men can name thier kids after themselves, then why not women?

.Never buy something just because it's furry

.Backwards baseball caps and flannel never go out of style

.COPPER BOOM!!!!

. Its much better to have a haunted leg than a cold

.You can never have too many Thanksgiving dinners

.Booze is grown up milk and cookies

. A lap is an illusion

.If your're frustred with someone, try pushing them into a lake

.When stuck in a hopeless situation, climb out the Balcony window

.Answer to peperioni

.Roomba= vacuum and entertainment in one fity package

.Beware of Jeep-hiiting deer

.Keep that horoscope, it may bring you luck

.Stay away from windows when drinking

.The Last Supper cannot be funky

.Sometimes you just gotta devil egg a car.

.The greatest of bonds is that of a mother and daughter.

Strange things

I have found out that i do alot of quirky things. Last night at 12:30 when I should have gone to bed I rearanged my desk in my room.

Lol I got so excited yesterday getting to meet Chelsea Handler. She loved that my first name was exactly the same as hers so she signed my book. Chelsea + Chelsea BFF. I got so excited. Im reading her book now it is soooooooo good. I love it.

I literally jumped for joy when I saw my mother bought me Sherlock Homes on DVD.

I get so many Ideas for novels. And can't finish the one closest to being done. lol.

I don't care when I don't match.

I do things spur of the momment because it keeps life intresting.

I want to be friends with as many people I can. I hate Having enemies but that is true of us all.

My mother truly is my best friend. But then I've got two other best friends right under her than a million great ones spread out over my home town and College town.

I like spending my time watching movies and writing more than doing anything else.

I WANNA BE A MOVIE CRITIC.

I am completely and utterly jellous of Johnny Deep because sometimes I wanna be the mad hatter.

Now what does this add up to I am a Strange individual yes, well maybe, but THAT IS WHO I AM. AND WHO I WILL ALWAYS BE.

WHO ARE YOU? what makes you who you ar?

Sad and Angry People

The world is full of pain and angry people. I've noticed that alot lately. Some are just down right mean to you then there are others who are twisted. They stick the knife in your back and make you look the other way while they twist the blade. It kills me to know I have people like that in my life. I know who they are now but for my own reasons I keep them there. I don't entirely know why I keep them there but I do....

The Anger these people is their own and not mine. I am realizing more and more that I can't let their problems dictate my life. My life is my own. I am a person who choses her own path. I chose to live how I want. Most of the time my life is not on the beaten path so the people coming against me are large in number but I have to deal with it like we all do.

I've always questioned "God"'s existance but if he's there then I just hope he realizes we need him now. I know my life is no where near bad but sometimes I just wish I knew that he was on our side. I have so much trouble believeing in a God who let's all the pain I've seen happen. I wasn't raised religous so that isn't something I grew through the years with so I guess that could be why I'm not PRO GOD. But either way look around you and look at the starving children. Look at the self center and angry people out there. Is really ok that they exist like this. Why are they there? DO THEY TRUELY MAKE US STRONGER?

What comes with these Angry people is usally Sad people.

NOw the Sad people are a little more important to me cause if thier sad then maybe I can help...But that's not always true.

I had a blast from the past not to long ago a few minuets ago actually. my Junior year in Highschool a guy I used to know a little (we were by no means close) took his own life. The days that followed that were devestating. I knew his ex-girlfirend at the time and i've never seen someone cry so hard. I don't know if I could take it myself. I HOPE IF GOD DOES EXIST HE CAN HELP HER FIND PEACE.

Sad people are always looking for something I think. Some need a helping hand. Some need someone to listen. Some need someone to support them. Some need to be left alone and figure things out for themselves. There are some who need you to break through the walls they have put up and break them down. Some need you to force them to deal with an issue. Some need to stand on their own feet some need to breathe agian. Some need to talk. SOme need to cry. Some need to hit something. Some need someone to hold them. SOme need a heart to embrace theirs. Some need ot know that there is some one out there to care about them. Some need love or forgivness. SOme need to feel something again......

I was one of those sad people once. In ways I still am but I've come far. I am happier alot more. I am more clear on who I want to be abd How I want to live and that makes me Happy. I hope those Sad and Angry people can get there too. I was Angry too. I still do get Mad/Pissed/Fuming which ever word you want to use or understand. Of course I do. We all do. SOme people just wont let go of that anger. I am doing my best to fix that. I hope if anyone is reading this u are too.

Be Mad and Sad if you have to be but as I see it survial depends on seeing the bright side. which if nothing else seems bright know this.....

YOU ARE ALIVE AND I CARE ABOUT YOU.

Magic

There is Magic in the world. Maybe there is Hocus Pocus magic but that is not what I am talking about. I am talking about the small momments in life that make your day. The momments that take your breath away.Then at the same time

I am finding a lot of Magic these days. I love reading. I love watching movies. I love music and writing. I've realized I also love talking lately...but anyway not the point.

You know the feeling when you talk to some one and that person can say anything and make you smile uncontrolably. I don't know why but I feel that way. Just a simple answer to a question makes me happy.

Lately,I have been avoding finishing my novel. But the Magic part about this is the sheer mass of ideas floating into my head. I love inspiration. I love that feeling of the animalistic need to get it out.

I love laughing with my friends. I love the magical feeling of being truly happy. I am also truly happy with the Magic of being strange.

I am a strange person but as long as life is entertaining it is fantastic and turly

MAGICAL