Re- discovery

I have been realizing that I've got lazy. I've kinda lost that lust for excitment.

I want an adventure I guess. I want to go hang out with new people. I want to open my horizons even further. But still I think i've got to rediscover the things that made me dance around in my seat. The things that made me feel fantastic you know.

I've built up a big collection of music on my Mp3 so I'm going through song by song redisvovering things I havent heard in forever.

I forgot that I love the Click Five. lol. And Craig David's Friday Night...Oh and Eric Hutchinson Rock and Roll. Love it.

I've forced myself to go back over my novel and rediscover the power that it's given my imagination. I've got ideas for other things bursting out the seams of my mind.

I've realized that I've been looking for the wrong things from the people around me. I've been looking for them to give me the things that I never really needed or wanted. I've been waiting for things to go wrong.

I thought they made me who I am but they don't. I have a sense of humor. I have a goofy side. I have myself with out them.

What I am realizing Now though is these people are there and I love them for little things. I love that they can make me laugh. I love that when I need them most of the time they are there. I love that they know how to make senes of things I do that don't make senes and when they can't they just go along for the ride. I love that they care enough to stay. I car so much for my friends I hope they know how I appreciate them.


Discoveries are fun too....

I've discovered....

I love to dance.
I am addicted to painting my nails.
I can stand on my own two feet.
I know what I want and I can't be afraid to go get it any more.
I've got so much Love in my life I'm so thankful for it.
I don't need a boyfriend or a crush to keep my life good. I controll how my days go.
I am not defined by who I am with but by the actions I do.
That God has thrown me alot of curve balls maybe it's so I'll be ready to deal with things to come. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?
I want to be a Flim Critic.
I want to write because I its one thing I know I'm good at.
I love Art of all kinds.

Also a big one was .......

My mother and I are lucky we have the bond we do. I see my friends with their mothers and how they get annoyed and don't want them involved and realize everytime that they are missing out. My mother is my best friend, sister, teacher, guide, mommy, savior, warrior, shoulder to cry on. Whatever i need she has and always will be there believeing me I love her so much for that and more.


All this makes me realize I'm not searching for who I am.
I am searching for what to do with the person I am. I want so much.
I just gotta make it happen.

If you have any idea what this feels like than I hope your happy right now like I am. Well heck. I hope your Happy regardless. No one deserves to be un happy.

Music is how I take adventures sitting in one spot. Which with out money it's all i've got.

Here are some songs to have fun with boy or girl. Get them and Burn them into a mix call it Discovery by Chelsea.

1. Hold Your Dreams--- Cast of Fame (2009 version)
2. Pop Princess--- Click Five
3. Friday night---Craig David
4. Rock and Roll---- Eric Hutchinson
5. Walking in the Sun---Dirty Vegas
6. Gossple Truth 1 --- Hercules (Disney Movie)
7. Long Time Gone---Dixie Chicks.
8. Mercy--- Duffy
9. Bennie and the Jets--- Elton John!!!!!!!!
10. How to save a Life----The Fray
11. Sour Cherry---- (Album OMFGG from gossip girl.)
12. Fame--Naturi Nation
13. Try-- Asher Book (Fame 2009)
14. Hollywoods Not America--- Ferras
15. (Your all time favorite song what ever it is)