One of my favorite movies has the line "People are not their thoughts, they think they are and it brings them all kinds of sadness." I agree, your thoughts are completely reactionary, the firing of hormones and neural receptors based on the world around you. Your actions are just that. Actions. You are defined by what you do and how you do it in this world and It is time that we choose what that definition is for ourselves.
I have chosen to define myself as a writer, unfortunately that is causing some issues in my life right now. I've chosen writer but the world is harsh and demands a real career from me. Something that I'll make money on. But whose to say i wont make money on my books. Its a road however I don't have the luxury of trying without a back up plan.
SO, to deal with this My actions are coming into focus. I am a writer so i am writing, I'm writing my blog, obviously, and my novel. I am going to keep writing until i have nothing left to say. Yet, quite frankly I'm not sure that will ever happen. The thoughts I have may not be me but they do give me inspiration.
Inspiration is the best feeling in the world. Something so pure that i put a pen to paper or fingers to keys and it all flows out. I marvel sometimes at the speed in which words come to me, how a story forms with out me even really thinking long on what i want it to do. Have you ever had that?
I am completely enthrall to my own imagination and I hope that never changes.
Have a good day
Until later
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