Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Perfect Moments..make the world go around.

Have you ever watched the sky turn from blue to black?

It's something I love to do but the moment I love most is when the sky in between those two. I love sitting outside on the campus in a wooden chair watching the sky become a blaze of orange and reds with hints of purple. The spring air is becoming beautiful. I'm not looking forward to more snow this Friday.

I am feeling really good right now. I didn't like looking into my old Journal not long ago and finding a lot of sadness.
Still it's great to realize I've come a long way. I am not a sad as I was. Yeah something get me down like any other person but I'm so happy I've gotten past all the old nonsense. I am a happier person these days. I don't know if it's because I am beginning to really see who I am on my own or what but I am Loving it. I feel like everything that once was important to me has evolved. I love my family but I know why now. I really understand that they are a large part of me. I know now that my reading, writing, movies, and music love all make me who I am. I am not as boring As I once thought. How many people can say they helped blow up a hot air balloon once. Or who can say that they Got photographed twice for a newspaper and Interviewed for one. Who can say they saved their friend from a bee stuck in their shirt. Who can say they discovered what it means to laugh yourself to tears driving home from school one day. Who can say that they have believed in more religions than they can count on one hand in their life time? How many can say that they have been ready to lay down their lives for people before? I am more interesting than I thought I don't know about how you all see me but I see myself better now than I did before. Hope I can show you that.

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